hate is wrong

HATE IS WRONG

Everybody certainly wants to get attention, to feel love from person that they love, like me. But since my mother was dead, because she was sick, my all dream to get attention disappeared. Love that always I get, now have lost. All people, my father and my oldest brother give more attention and love to Nada, my twin sister than I. everything that I do, in their eyes always is wrong. No compliment that I get now from them.

     “ Sya…..today you keep Nada, yes. Because Dady there meeting in out town,” Dady begin conversation when my all family have breakfast in dining room.

“ Sorry Dad. I can not. I still there ekstraculiculer. In here still there Rado. Please ask to help him.” I answer with annoyed.

“ Can’t. I still there task.” Rado simple answer.

“ Dady ask to help you for keeping Nada, what grief,” Dady look me with very angry.

“ Nad again, Nada again. Why do not love me ?” I put my spoon with rude and stand.” Eh, you was defect, prosoner, spoil. You just can make people become difficult,” I will appoint Nada sitting beside Rado angryly and went straight.

After going out from my home. Nothing taxi was pass while I walk go to school. I still annoyed with moment in dining room just now. Was so much fun day dreaming, I almost missed the bus. Can not taxi, stop too.”

“ Stop..  Stop…. Stop….,” I run to chase that bus. “ Haaaahhh….. stop too,”

“ Quick,” order assistant to a driver.

Thanks god, I can running after the bus. Although I must must run.

“ Hai, Nasya…,” Said the cute boy for me suddenly sit beside me.

“ Hai….,” I answer confused. “ How do you know me?” ask me amazed because I don’t know him.

“ Yes, I know,” are you sure one school, you don’t know.” His answer.

“ Sorry, I don’t know,” My answer.

“ Iam Ega from XII IS 2,” He had as introduction.

“ I am Nasya from XI IA 1,” I reply his handed.

“ I know, Sya. I know all about you,” He said relaxly.

“ Haaah….. all about me ? what is it mean ? ask confusely.

“ Arrive, let’s go down,” He invined me with guest smile.

ooo

The accident in the bus ago, “ Make me forget for a moment in the dining room morning ago. But, who is Ega? How do he know me ? What do I ever meet him previously ? but in where.

Tet….tet….tet….., the bell interrupted my thoughts. Lesson today is my favorite, chemistry, physics, mathemathic, indonesian. May today ekstraculiculer of japanesse until evening. So I do not see that spoiled Nada.

ooo

Why is time now not there bus or taxi. Yaaahhh….this certainly commotion my pray ago.

“ Oh my god, send to me a prince to pick up me,” I pray because I almost surrender, because at 5 p.m. past already not there bus.

“ Hei…… let’s go enter,” ask the boy with his voice not strangely for me from his car.

“ Eh…. Yes…. Yes….,” I go enter to his car. This is Ega’s car, “ Thanks,”

“ No problem,: Answer him.

Almost a half the journey, we don’t question. Instead he enjoy with his handphone. Then I previously ask for him. But, what do I ask…..?
            “ Why do you very hate Nada ?” suddenly he ask me with question that make me amazed.

“ Don’t knowingly,”

“ Of course, I know,”

“ Where do you know? Knowingly.”

“ It is not important, why….”

“ It is not matter for you,”

“ Are you jealous ? because she get more attention from Rado and your father.”

“ I said don’t knowingly, you a part from my family, don’t to middle my father. You know,”

“ Suppose you know, In fact Nada very love you, she doesn’t want to make busy you, she also doesn’t want if her father and her brother over spoil her. In fact, she is jealous with you can go to anywhere and throw one’s hand about your dream, she also want……”

“ Silent, please silent.”

            Listen Ega’s said, I become realize, of course Nada is sick not she want it. Capable if Dady and Rado more attention to Nada, because they don’t lose Nada same with we lost mommy. Oh my God, why I do become evil?”

“ Arrive,” suddenly Ega supprised me interrupted my thoughts.

“ Eh…… yeach, thank you. I am sorry just now I angry with you.”

“ No problem, I know what you feel.”

ooo

            This night, I must apologize with Nada, maybe Nada still disappointed with my words. I very repent. Why I must like that. Dady and Rado certainly disappointed with me.

            I rise from my bed and hurry to meet Nada in her bedroom. “ Nda…..,” I open the door slowly for if she is sleeping I do not wake up her.

“ Hai, Sya. Come here.” She said softly.

“ Nda, I forgive,” I said after sitting in her bed beside her.

“ Forgive, What…..?”

“ I know if my speech, my act had been hated your heart and certainly not easy you can apologize me.”

“ Sya, I never angry with you, besider hate you. Oh yeach, I have something for you.” She take something from diawer near her bed and give up it for me this.”

“ What is this?”

“ Please open.”

“ Picture.”

“ Yes, this is our images, I hope we can holiday together to japan, under sakura’s tree to wait sun raise and climbing the fujiyama’s mountain.

“ Thank you.” I said while cry and embrace her. I believe we can go to japan together.”

Without me knowing it, it turns out Dady had been standing in the door way, staring at the two of us, Dady just smile and approach us.

“ Dad.” I supprised because look my Dady that suddenly stand in this room.

“ Dady proud with you.” Suddenly Dady embrace me tightly and kiss my forhead love that old not I feel.

ooo

In dining room, peacefulness, happiness that have lost now come more.

“ Dad, I want to give you something.” I said while appear a letter from school.

“ What is it?”

“ You join international sains competition in japan>” Dady said after finishing read the letter.

“ Yes, and can be accompany their family, I hope we can go to there together.

“ When?” suddenly Rado talk

“ Morning Sunday, then join my friends in airport.”

I thanks to God, my family can happy together. This all because Ega. But, who is Ega? Why does he know all about me? Mysterious boy. But, who is he, tomorrow I must meet him to say thank you. Because he, I can happiness more.

ooo

Today Rado accompany me go to school. I feel very happy. Rado hang on me with his motorcycle fastly.

“ Alhamdulillah, I do not lake.”

“ Enjoy you don’t late. I go now, bye…..”

“ Bye…..”

I walk go to class while look for Ega. But where is he now? Why not is look? Usually he always there in beside me. Okay, later I will look for in his class.

“ Hay, sya, it is a letter for you,” Nana said will give a letter for me.

“ From who?”

“ I don’t know. Please open alone.”

“ Okay, thanks.” I hope this letter from Ega. I want to say thank you because him, I can get happiness more.

Hai beautiful Nasya…

After school, I wait you in park

Don’t late

 

Nearly 15 minutes, I sit in park but he don’t come. What does he lie?

“ Ahg….”

Suddenly a white rose appear in front of me, I will look back to find out who give.

“ Ega….. what is meaning?”

“ Conratulation….. tomorrow you go to japan. You certainly become the winner.”

“ Yes thank you. Oh yeach….. I too want to say thank you before it. Because you make me more happy. But how do you know about me ?”

“ From your self.”

“ Haaah… my self. What is meaning?”

“ Oh yeach. I want to go home now, because there task from school. Bye….” What is meaning? From my self. I become confuse. Ahg…. Mysterious boy.

ooo

Today is happy day for me, because I, Nada, My father and Rado will go to Japan. Although they just accompany me to duel in international sains competition, And now, we already to go to Japan, 2 taxi already take us go to air port.

“ Ehg…. Ahg….,” Suddenly Nada trouble.

“Nda…. You to stand, we go to hospital now.” We all panic with Nada’s condition now.

“ Sya… you go to air port done, I and Dady must accompany Nada in hospital.”

 Request Rado for me.

“ No,I too want to accompany Nada.”

“ I know it is your dream, you calm down. Nada certainly good.” Rado close the taxi garage and ask me to go fast.

ooo

In the journey. I don’t calm, always remember Nada. Suddenly my taxi ustredy and I don’t know what happened with me.

When I want to open my eyes, I feel heavy. I don’t know, now I in where. But, this smert like I know. Medicine smell. Hospital. What heppen with me?

“ Dad…” I try look for my father.

“ Hai, you have awared.” Said Ega.

“ Ega…. You are here. Where is Dady? I said while look for Ega’s hand.

“ you must be patient and agrreable, your father is nothing, but Nada….,” suddenly Ega stop her speak and embrace me.

“ Why is Nada?”

“ Nada was die, because her heart more wretched and she have give her eyes for you.”

“ What…. Not possible, Nada.” I cry in Ega’s embrace.

“ Be patient.” Ega try to calm me.

“ Ga, please accompany me now.”

“ No, you still sick.”

“ Please, Ga….”

“ Okay….”

ooo

“ Dady… Dady.” I try look for my father although my eyes still bandage.

“ Nasya, you have awared.”

“ Dad, where is Nada ?”

“ You must be patient.”

“ No, Dad….” I keel in Nada’s grave and cry. Why is Nada ? Why do I ever hate her ?

ooo

2 days ago after I aware and I last Nada.

“ Sya, are you ready.” Dady said. Because today this bandage is opened and I must see the world without Nada beside me. I feel this is not fair.

“ I ready.” I said and the doctor begin open my bandage carefully. “ Now, please open your eye slowly.” Asked the doctor.

“ Okay doc.” Slowly I open my eyes. I feel throb. How is this fail? “ Dady, Rado, Doctor,…. Ega.” Said me for all people in the room, because I can see more.

“ Alhamdullillah…” Father said then is followed all people.

“ Okay, if there we go.” The doctor said and leave this room with Nurse.

“ Dady and Rado, too want to go out.” Said Dady while go out leave this room.

“ Hai, this is a letter from Nada,” Ega said while to hand the letter.

           

 

I suer will keep your eyes well and I suer will get free school in Japan.